yay! love drama elect. well, rather fun at times i should say. but we still have to get down to business. yeah. anyways, did my monologue draft TWO! (: rather weird and random i should say. hah! well, des found it quite saddening? heh. yar. anyways. erhm, had hot-seating. oh man! super scary la. and you know what, i was acting all refined and bimbo and all. gosh. rather weird. heh. okays, here's the monologue. you can comment. IF YOU WANT.

Title: these three words

Time passes so soon, I wouldn’t ever thought of saying those three words to her.

“Ohmygosh! Is that a pimple! MUM! HELP!”

“Oh no! What’s that stain! MUM! I think I’ve got my period!”

“Mum, could you help me get that bug away? It’s scary. And.And.I can’t study with IT there!”

“Mum! Could you just leave me ALONE! I still my OWN privacy! Just go away! You’re annoying and you’re stopping me from seeing my friends!”

“Mum! Could you get a cup of water for me? And can you also cook too! I’m hungry! Very hungry!”

“Mum! I’m out with my friends now; I won’t be coming home for dinner. Yar, yar. I know, I’ll be home by 11pm. don’t worry. ”

“Oh you’re still awake. I’m SO sorry. I tried going but my friends wouldn’t let me! But it’s only half an hour! Mum! Please, I pr-oo-mm-is-ss-ee I wont do it again. I’ll try to come home early okay?”

“Hi mum! Meet mark, my classmate. He’s helping me with my maths. Since I’m so bad at it. If you need anything, we’ll be upstairs, in my room.”

“Oh shucks! My mum is knocking at the door! Quick! Get dressed!”

“Sorry mum! I didn’t know you were at the door, cos the music was blasting loudly. Yeah, we’re doing fine. Its just relaxing time, so we blasted the music. So sorry to disturb you from your nap.”

“Err, mum, I have something to tell you. I’m pregnant with mark’s child. And and, I want to marry him. I’m serious mum! I truly love him! Please let us get married, please mum! I know I may still be young and innocent and all! But I can take care of myself! You don’t have to worry about this; Mark will take care of me. Won’t you Mark? See, he agreed. Please mum, I’m sure that I won’t regret marrying him. And erhm, thanks mum.”

“Mum! He’s having an affair! I should have listen to you before I married him! You knew he was a bad man! But I didn’t listen! What should I do? Should I forgive him? Oh mum! Please help me! I can’t bear to leave him. I still love him. And I can’t leave him know, I still have his child. Oh well, I hope what you say is true.”

Now you’re gone, and him too. I’m left all alone in this world, with a child, in a world of darkness. I’m all alone! You can’t just leave me like that! I need to depend on someone! Not him definite! He can’t be trusted! I need you mum! I really do! You left without saying goodbye! It’s no way I’m gonna take that fact! I know my faults and my mistakes. I’m sorry for what I have done, all those promises that I have broke. The entire empty promises that I made. I didn’t mean to make you upset, to make you angry. I have always said thank you, some may be genuine but some are not. But now, I have this thank you that I want to say to you. For bringing me up, and listening to all my nonsense. Thank you mum for all you’ve done. And this time, I have something to say, and it’s from the bottom of my heart. I love you, and I really do.

blah. random. nice not? well, rather weird la, heh. anyways, had home ec today also! :D haha. we learned how to sew. and you know what? I CAN SEW! (: hahaha. not so pro but is Can Make It la. haha. yeah. anyways, des jammed the machine cos she forgot to put the plastic covering. and for me, the strings were like all over, and i was BLUR . yeah. heh.